trust!

i think i’m really learning to trust. in God. in the universe, what have you. trusting. in everything. that everything, all the hard moments, all the beautiful moments, that everything that i’ve been through or that has happened to me in all ways good bad and in between has always been aligned for me. to teach me, grow me, strengthening me. there is no good without the bad, and every perceived hardship i have or will experience is and has always been there as a testament to the good that will equally come from it. like i choose to really really trust and believe that God’s plan and path for me is always at all times exactly on time. exactly how and when it is meant to.

i think there’s a lot of resistance from me (my egoic self) when things aren’t easy or when i feel faced with something to overcome when i don’t want to. but i think im learning that to trust, like actually totally and completely trust means to trust in all of it. in everything. not just when things feel good or when there is no resistance, but trust fully even when there is resistance. trusting that everything at all times is teaching me something, or growing me, or humbling me, or strengthening me. i am learning to trust in everything.